February 2012
12 posts
andreudareen:
I love sleeping in other people’s bed. The feeling of their fabric against my skin… so strange, so beautiful. The scent of their room’s atmosphere… so conspicuous, so new. The comfort I get… so impossible, so true.
It’s not the kind of post-sex feeling. It’s more than that. It’s the unparalleled abundance, the uncanny amenity, the unusual succor.
...
andreudareen:
“Are you okay?” I was great until you asked me that question. Now I’m blind with rage. Thanks for your concern, as always.
“What is a happy life if you’ve got no grand, devastating thoughts racing in that...”
– - Andre’u Dareen
O M G. Dear Madame, you are one of the greatest writers I’ve ever known. I want you to know that I look forward to reading your book so please publish it now. :3
Publish it before I die because my death wouldn’t be peaceful if I die before being able to read it. (via pakyupo)
January 2012
30 posts
One day my parents found my journal and, of...
*I just came home from school*
MUM: *teary-eyed* My baby, why didn't you tell us?... Why didn't you tell us about what you're going through?... You should've told us so we could've helped you...
ME: ...
MUM: *looks at Dad* ...right?
DAD: *nods*
MUM: We love you, you know that...
ME: ...
*after 28 hours*
PARENTS: Why are you so useless, so worthless, so lazy, so annoying, so stupid, so headfucking?... Why can't you be any better? Get out of here before we regret ever uniting our genitals to produce you.
ME: ...
ME: ...I knew it.
Hi.
andreudareen:
You don’t know it but this is for you. You might be reading this now or you’ll read this later or maybe tomorrow or next day or whenever. But this is for you and only you.
I’m just happy to know that someone’s there for you right now and your smile’s finally real this time.
Watchakosidareen:
Hindi na matutulog kasi…
Relationships.
thisbloggerlovestodream:
Having a relationship these past six months has brought about a lot of realisations for me. Not just emotions I’ve never felt, but experiences I’ll never forget. Yeah you can have a relationship with someone but there is different levels of emotional connection as well as physical. I like to catagorise them, so these are the types I believe exist:
the...
“If only we could see the endless string of consequences that result from our...”
– Miles “Pudge” Halter (via akosidareen)
Things happen and sometimes letting out...
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December 2011
24 posts
andreudareen:
When mom says “You’re not acting like yourself” what she really means is “I’m scared of the person you are.”
MUM: Honey, what d'you want me to cook on Christmas Eve?
ME: A plate full of Valium would be very great for me. And some cystals as toppings would make me so happy, mother.
Aw, fuck.
andreudareen:
If only there’s some way I could sleep this whole month until the whole fucking Christmas cheer’s gone, I would.
I’d disappear into the clouds and rest in peace for fucking eternity.
andreudareen:
Being in a family where you don’t feel like you belong is shite. I would say it’s hard, but it’s not anymore. It’s actually good, to be very honest. But I won’t say good, either. Because it’s good in a very shite way.