Things happen and sometimes letting out what or how you feel about them never do any good. That no matter how you try and tell yourself that everything’s going to get better, you know deep down that it won’t because you just know it. That no matter how you want to believe their words - the voices - you still know you’re lonely because you really are and you’re not just saying that. That no matter how they all say they’re always around for you, you know they’re not because they’re really not. That no matter how you try and put a smile on your face, you know you can’t because you just can’t and you end up crying even more.